evil, sedistic, callous, nasty, back stabbing, theiving. i have never known such evil. i have come to the conclusion that everyone is a cunt. everyone. even the people you expect the most of just fuck you over royally. the people you think you can trustt with your life. the poeple you think will always be there for you. the people you love more than anything. the people you would die for. the people you would give your last breath of oxygen to.yet they still fuck you over. they still rip your heart out with your guts to follow. and before all of that they will bend your arm completely behind your back in order to do it. bunch of fucking cunts. or maybe just cunt. i dont know. all i know is ive not ever felt this much hurt and betrayal in all my life. not even in march. nothing is as it seems. my heart has just been ripped out. and i dont know what to do other than just die slowly with it. i dont want to fight a lost battle.